Uchida Maaya - Monochrome Lyrics (Insert Song Domestic na Kanojo Episode 10)

Anime: Domestic na Kanojo
Season: Winter 2019
Title Song: Monochrome
Artist: Uchida Maaya

Romaji
Kokoro no sukima ni shizuka ni shimaikondeta
Moroku hakanai omoi no kakera
Oto mo tatezu ni kowareteku

Konna ni kizutsuku kurai nara
Shirazu ni ita hou ga yokatta ne
Sono yasashisa wa sono nukumori wa
Toki ni amari ni mo zankoku de

Kurushikute setsunakute
Kono omoi ni oshitsubusaresou
Afureru namida tomerarenakute furueteitan da
Chikasugite toosugite
Anata no kimochi ni kizukenakute
Awai yume wo mitetan da
Kanau koto no nai yume wo

Kitto deatta toki kara kimatteta
Umaku iku hazu nai to wakatteta

Tatoe omoi ga todokanakute mo
Tada soba ni irereba yokatta
Konna kimochi wa hajimete datta
Anata ni hikareteitan da

Monokuro no machi ni furu ame wa
Watashi no kokoro wo tsumetaku nurashite

Kurushikute setsunakute
Kono omoi ni oshitsubusaresou
Afureru namida tomerarenakute furueteitan da
Chikasugite toosugite
Anata no kimochi ni kizukenakute
Awai yume wo mitetan da

Kanau koto no nai yume wo

English
I kept it quietly in the cracks of my heart
A fragment of fragile feelings, they are breaking without making any noise

If I get hurt so much
It would have been better not knowing
its kindness, its warmth
Sometimes they are too cruel

It's painful, it's bittersweet, I am gonna be crushed by these feeling
I couldn't stop the overflowing tears and I was shivering
It's too close, it's too far, I couldn't realize your feelings
I had a faint dream, a dream it'll never be going to come true

It was decided from the time we met
I knew it would not work

Even if my thoughts do not reach
I wish I'd have just been by your side
Such a feeling was the first time for me
I was attracted to you

It is raining in the monochrome city
it makes my heart wet and cold

It's painful, it's bittersweet, I am gonna be crushed by these feeling
I couldn't stop the overflowing tears and I was shivering
It's too close, it's too far, I couldn't realize your feelings

I had a faint dream, a dream it'll never be going to come true

Kanji
心の隙間に 静かにしまいこんでた
脆く儚い想いの欠片 音もたてずに壊れてく

こんなに傷つくくらいなら
知らずにいた方がよかったね
その優しさは その温もりは
時にあまりにも残酷で

苦しくて 切なくて この想いに押し潰されそう
溢れる涙 止められなくて 震えていたんだ
近すぎて 遠すぎて あなたの気持ちに気付けなくて
淡い夢を見てたんだ 叶うことのない夢を

きっと出逢った時から決まってた
うまくいくはずないと分かってた

たとえ想いが届かなくても
ただそばにいれればよかった
こんな気持ちは 初めてだった
あなたに惹かれていたんだ

モノクロの街に降る雨は
私の心を冷たく濡らして

苦しくて 切なくて この想いに押し潰されそう
溢れる涙 止められなくて 震えていたんだ
近すぎて 遠すぎて あなたの気持ちに気付けなくて

淡い夢を見てたんだ 叶うことのない夢を